Maybe I am really not ready for this yet.

I have things yet to accomplish, not prepared mentally.

So, I will take the initiative this time, to let you sink to the bottom of my heart, to become a memory that I will forget after some time.

Thankfully, I did not cause any disruption to your life, neither did you affect mine. The status quo will remain, I hope, for the rest of our life.

To the few that I confided, you must be frustrated. For my wishy-washy, for an answer that is never fixed.

So here it is now. You won't be facing this problem again. At least for two years, unless I turned into a gay, then we may have to consider again... Lols