They left, one by one, without saying goodbye.

Away with the wind, back to their homeland, off to catch their dreams.

When will we meet together again, as a whole? At someone's deathbed?

So simple, yet always complicated by us...

I am easily satisfied.

It's been a while since we sms each other, and even longer since we met.

I was on the verge of giving up hope, until the chat took place.

I may not be able to see you, to hear you, but words were enough to carry the emotions across, at least from my side of receiving.

I am satisfied. Maybe that's the best I can get at the moment.

Thank you =)

Current status: Neither can live while the other survive.

Maybe it is retribution, for all the things I shouldn't do. Maybe it's the punishment I imposed myself with.

Although it is killing me, but it is better than being engulfed by guilt and fear upon seeing him.

Must I really be at my deathbed before I have the courage to apologise? But what have I done wrong? Why the guilt?

I am confused.

Tomorrow marks the end of A levels for me, but I am neither excited nor looking forward to it.

I have nowhere else to go after tomorrow. No more school, no more exams. The feel is just weird.

During the post O level period, I have them to look for. Today, they have their own commitment, their own appointments. Friends are going overseas, and I don't know when we will get to meet up again. Will we ever meet up again?

 The silence on my blog, it send chills down my spine. I don't want to end up like it, forgotten forever. =/

The handphone has once again become an ornament on my table...

I miss the hectic days we had when we were preparing for exams...