Must apologise for the past 2 posts first. All in chinese, like wall of words... But, that's what I think soothe me the quickest - essays. I put all my feelings in and start pouring out. I'll feel better after that...
Sigh... The Sec 2 going for their CL camp tmr. So sad. I want to go also, but alas, I am restricted by some other affairs... ...
Still remember how fun it was when I had it. Not totally a training camp, rather realxing. Still remember we kena fire drill while changing. The boys were in a dilemma. Halfway changing into full uniform, in the top, changing into the trousers. While we panicked in the toilet, the officers were getting angry for the lateness. In the end, I remembered we were scolded.
NCO camp, the last of the unit before it was changed to CL camp. Weirdly, I became the Best Male Camper. Till now, I still don't know why and how I got it. Wendy was the Best Female Camper. Together, we became the Emcees of some ceremonies held in the unit... ... Such things were never treasured during school time, only now. Haiz... =)
Really want to see the squad I grew up with (In terms of maturity and 1 year old) become successful CLs, bringing the unit to a new era. I guess, I might not this time... So wishing them all the best for the camp. Hope you guys learn something from it...
晋安心房的锁是在海边被打开。是那个女生，方婉霞。其实，晋安很早就注意到婉霞，并对她有好感了。但是，他曾发过誓，求学时期不能谈恋爱，也不敢谈恋爱。因为这点，晋安只是以种种理由来欺骗自己的感情。虽然过后他曾多次感到孤独，羡慕认识的几对鸳鸯，多次想学他们。但他始终却没那么做，唯有继续以繁重的学业分散自己的注意力，把自己忙得没时间想其他事。
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老人这时不笑了。他站了起来，严肃地所说：“何俊强，当教师是你一生的志愿，向教育后代为世界贡献。这，你办到了。如今你的学生个个出人头地，偶尔会写信慰问。这，对你来说是最大的回报。”
他的话一针见血，把俊强吓坏了。不过老人继续说道：“你，这一生的弱点就是看不开。亏你学富五车，从小就专研人性的书籍。但却因为看不开，坏了很多好事。”
老人突然转身过来。他的敏捷，让俊强开始怀疑他的年纪。“你的死穴是痴情。痴情并非坏事，但你因为过于痴情，枉费了许多青春，害你至今孤老终身。”
俊强沉静了很久，什么都没说。过了很久，他叹口气，问道：“你能帮我吗？”
老人又笑了起来。“我就是来帮你解脱的。走吧，我带你去个地方，一个真正能让你身心平静的地方。”俊强犹豫了一会儿，站起来，跟他走了... ...
过了差不多一个钟头，政雄，思豪与那几位朋友都回来了。思豪忘了那背包。他们在门外敲了很久的门，因没人接应，就碰碰运气，企图把门打开。谁知门没锁，他们就这样进了屋。
“俊强，我忘了拿... ...”思豪的话没说完，就停了下来。眼看俊强拿着他与学弟学妹所拍的相簿，眼带着泪，嘴挂着微笑，坐在那儿一动也不动... ...思豪以为他睡了，想把他叫醒。但他万万也没想到，俊强以离静静地离他们去了... ...
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They dig....
And they dig...
Emo by the seaside...
After considering, they finally wanted to get into the water...
Having a jolly fun time in the water
Erm, I don't know what he is doing... But he seems to be enjoying it...
After their swim1) Since young, I hate in when sand goes into my shoes. Get very irritated by it.
3) I didn't have extra clothes.
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Was rather busy this few days. Went for prom nite immediately after the O level. Don't have much pic to post, 'cos I have no camera and my hands were trembling, and bad shots were taken. Quite fun overall.
Started working on Friday and Saturday. Missed the promotion parade and open house... T_T
Went with Zheng Xiong to buy BBQ materials on Saturday, and with the class on Sunday.
Because of the bad memory I have, I was the only one there without a class tee, until Si Ying came in the evening without one too. Couldn't stay throughout the event. Firstly, parents don't allow me to stay out in the nightand secondly because I promised the squad I would go to their BBQ, mixing up the dates for our outings.
Chalet quite fun. Had the A-Z hunt. My group came in last and was punished by getting wet and eating lemon with wasabi... Had a swim after that, came back for BBQ and I left at around 9pm. That, I think will be the last time the class gather together before we separate and pursue individual dreams. Though short, it was quite memorable. Hopefully we have a chance to do it again as time goes...
Some may think that as a class chairperson I am not setting an example for the class by
1) Not wearing class tee.
2) Leaving the chalet on the first night itself.
3) Attending other events when I should prioritize the class event.
However, all I have to say is: 哑巴吃黄连... ...
Hooray!!! O lvl finish today... Finally can relax... Now the "excitement" will come againnext year when we get back results.
Had this dream the second time last night: I scored E8 for some subjects and scared me up from my dreams. Hopefully, none of this will become true. Judging from my performance, I doubt I can get an E8 when I attempted all the questions logically. Lol
Never mind about these. For now, let's enjoy!!! Bye...
Should not have this weird discomfort that I am having... I don't know why though. I have passed out, should focus on my future, but the heart still cannot seem to stop worrying.
Mum was exhuasted from work yesterday, so she decided to open a few canned food for dinner. As I eat, started to think of the Sec 2 again. By that time yesterday, they might also be having their dinner. I, like them, had canned food yesterday...
Sky was threatening yesterday night. Was afraid it might rain. Usually raining at night is a good thing, 'cos it imply that I'll be having a very good night. Yesterday, on the other hand, was worried that it might rain there, worried that their sleeping area might be affected...
Sleeping wasn't very good either. Had a series of nightmares and woke up several times, then start to 钻牛角尖again, staring into the darkness as I try to sleep again...
Missed the training camp and the days there a lot, worried about those people I cannot shake off from my mind a lot too... Hoping that they return soon.
Hopefully, it will turn out as I hope, you'll change and excel just like the name you gave yourself. But for whatever reasons, you'll still be the one I dote...
German: Rules his household. Oft-used English and French royal name. The second son of Charles Prince of Wales is named Henry.
French: Rules the home.
English: 'Rules his household.' Oft-used English and French royal name. The second son of Charles Prince of Wales is named Henry.
Your number is: 7
The characteristics of #7 are: Analysis, understanding, knowledge, awareness, studious, meditating.
The expression or destiny for #7:Thought, analysis, introspection, and seclusiveness are all characteristics of the expression number 7. The hallmark of the number 7 is a good mind, and especially good at searching out and finding the truth. You are so very capable of analyzing, judging and discriminating, that very little ever escapes your observation and deep understanding (Over-sensitive?). You are the type of person that can really get involved in a search for wisdom or hidden truths, often becoming an authority on whatever it is your are focusing on. This can easily be of a technical or scientific nature, or it may be religious or occult, it matters very little, you pursue knowledge with the same sort of vigor. You can make a very fine teacher, or because of a natural inclination toward the spiritual, you may become deeply emerged in religious affairs or even psychic explorations. You tend to operate on a rather different wavelength, and many of your friends may not really know you very well. The positive aspects of the 7 expression are that you can be a true perfectionist in a very positive sense of the word. You are very logical, and usually employ a quite rational approach to most things you do. You can be so rational at times that you almost seem to lack emotion, and when you are faced with an emotional situation, you may have a bit of a problem coping with it. You have excellent capabilities to study and learn really deep and difficult subjects, and to search for hidden fundamentals. At full maturity you are likely to be a very peaceful and poised individual.
If there is an over supply of the number 7 in your makeup, the negative aspects of the number may be apparent. The chief negative of 7 relates to the limited degree of trust that you may have in people. Tend to be highly introverted can make you a bit on the self-centered side, certainly very much self-contained . Because of this, you are not very adaptable, and you may tend to be overly critical and intolerant. You really like to work alone, at your own pace and in your own way. You neither show or understand emotions very well.
Your Soul Urge number is: 5
A Soul Urge number of 5 means: The 5 soul urge or motivation would like to follow a life of freedom, excitement, adventure and unexpected happening. The idea of travel and freedom to roam intrigues you (逍遥游...cool). You are very much the adventurer at heart. Not particularly concerned about your future or about getting ahead, you can seem superficial and unmotivated.
In a positive sense, the energies of the number 5 make you very adaptable and versatile. You have a natural resourcefulness and enthusiasm that may mark you as a progressive with a good mind and active imagination. You seem to have a natural inclination to be a pace-setter. You are attracted to the unusual and the fast paced.
You may be overly restless and impatient at times. You may dislike the routine work that you are engaged in, and tend to jump from activity to activity, without ever finishing anything. You may have difficulty with responsibility. You don't want to be tied down to a relationship, and it may be hard to commit to one person.
Your Inner Dream number is: 11
An Inner Dream number of 11 means: You dream of casting the light of illumination; of being the true idealist. You secretly believe there is more to life than we can know or prove, and you would like to be provider of the 'word' from on high.
The parts in red are rather true. If you want to know more about your name, click on the link below: http://www.paulsadowski.com/Numbers.asp