Haven't had a heart to heart talk for a while now...

Had an opportunity to have one today, but it was tiring, and it drained me more than the Math paper I had trouble with...

Maybe I am used to bottling them up, maybe I cannot be bothered about what is going on around me.

I just wish I can go somewhere quiet. It's not lazy, neither is it me shrinking away from responsibility.

It's just that I lost my pace and mess everything up. I just want to retreat, calm down and re-organize.

仿佛是只迷路的羔羊，在草原上漫无目的地漂流。请带我离开这里... ...