Wednesday, 17 March 2010,
Was chatting with Jun Hao and Jianan earlier on about about lives in UG during secondary school days. Jianan didn't say much, but he possesses an aura that explained everything, an aura long felt after we know each other. We were walking past a group of greenhorns when suddenly they stopped and greeted "Gd afternoon Jianan sir!"
Superb. A remarkable UG indeed. Keeping his cool, sharing very little about trival achievements from the past. A sir indeed!
Came home in the evening and Jason talked to me for a while. It was only after today that I've realised that the statement made is true: Once a Riversidian, always a Riversidian. Upon mentioning UG, I am immediately stuck in a dilemma that till now, I still cannot shake off. Some values of UG has been infused into my life, some memories are so good that I cannot let go, memories that made me feel so lost and empty today.
I missed the days I have you guys around me. Seeing you guys make my day, working hard with you guys make me energised. I cannot forget your faces, your smiles, and it makes me hard to believe how fast time flies. A level year for me, O level year for you guys. How I wish we can go through these together, but I am in no state to do so now. Everything has become a luxury, as I start to seal myself, inside out to work, and only work...
Empty, for the sake of future...
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