The long-awaited EXCO positions are out. Had been rather disturbed by it. The eye keep twitching, something is wrong. Recently many things happening, and it has been twitching like nobody's business. First time, I got shortlisted for scholarship. Second time, Class chairperson. Third time, which is today...

I had dreams on the EXCO too. I dreamt about various friends getting respective roles. Today, half of the people I dreamt of got the position exactly the way it is in my dream...

Was rather excited. I heard Ms Lin saying that the results is roughly the same as the desired one. Initially excited, then got a bit worried. The heart started to pound like mad. So there goes the President, announcing the names of the EXCO. As the list goes to QM, my name wasn't called. 1st choice gone... Secretary, still not my name, I am starting to go haywire internally. Am I going to be EM?

"Henry Loh, VP". My heart almost stopped when my name is called. Totally lost of what to do... Started trembling, started to feel very cold and uncomfortable. Slowly as the teacher speaks, then I started to relax. Finally the topic came to plants, I finally got a grip of myself. Till now, I still feel like it is a dream...

Now, the next worry comes. I have to choose between Vice President and Class Chairperson. Personally, I feel like going for Vice President. I have sat on the seat of class chairmanship for too long. A leader has to be lead at times to improve... However, so long since I took over, now to request me to let go, I find it a bit hard....

Tired, confused and a bit lost... Just let things go it's way slowly...