Saturday, 4 April 2009,

Went back to school to visit the Lorong Chuan MRT station. Still very jumpy and easily irritated. Had no idea why I had to go... When I reached, realised that it is some sort of open house to showcase the shelter. Ok, at least it is another opportunity to broaden my knowledge. But, only took about an hour? So still tired till now.
Had this instinct to alight at Woodlands for lunch instead at Admiralty. So dragged myself to Causeway Point to buy lunch...
拖着沉重的心情,脚步,慢慢地走向巴士站。心里还是很暴躁,脑里一直在想着,为什么那么暴躁。突然,你出现在我眼前。好久没见到你,听你的声音了。记得当时还暗自告诉自己,不要要求什么,只要能看到你或听到你的声音,就心满意足。
风,无情地吹,把一切都吹走了。我无奈地被迫放下,继续逆风而行。心里在多的不舍,也将它化为新的动力往前进,不断地为你祝福。从此,好像好久都没再看到你,听到你。
你今日的出现,如太阳照进了一间没灯的房间,顿时给予房间主人温暖,希望。听到你的声音,犹如静到可怕的夜晚,听到振奋人心的歌声,鼓励着迷路的人别灰心,继续前进。虽然短短第五分钟,却让我轻松了很多。
以为你走了,就继续沉思。你却又再度出现。当时,我俩虽隔着铁栏,但仿佛距离有十万八千里。好想直视着你,不过你像太阳,太亮了。顿时有千言万语想说,但是没说出口,只是努力地望着我的前方。不知该说什么的我,只懂得对你嘘寒问暖,然后向你道别了。很想陪你一起回家,但我没有勇气说出来。
风,今天反方向吹。我好想把握机会抓着你,但还是不敢伸出手来。风向变化无常,想抓住你,是不可能的。来如风,去如风... ...
没风的日子,我顽强地往前走着,尽我的力不回头。但我还记得那句诗,“风来君相亿”... ...
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