Saturday, 8 November 2008,
Should not have this weird discomfort that I am having... I don't know why though. I have passed out, should focus on my future, but the heart still cannot seem to stop worrying.Mum was exhuasted from work yesterday, so she decided to open a few canned food for dinner. As I eat, started to think of the Sec 2 again. By that time yesterday, they might also be having their dinner. I, like them, had canned food yesterday...Sky was threatening yesterday night. Was afraid it might rain. Usually raining at night is a good thing, 'cos it imply that I'll be having a very good night. Yesterday, on the other hand, was worried that it might rain there, worried that their sleeping area might be affected...Sleeping wasn't very good either. Had a series of nightmares and woke up several times, then start to 钻牛角尖again, staring into the darkness as I try to sleep again...Missed the training camp and the days there a lot, worried about those people I cannot shake off from my mind a lot too... Hoping that they return soon.本该沉到心底的你们，
不知为什么还浮在脑海里，
成天为你们着急。
你们召回我许多过去的记忆。
很想再过以往的生活，
在那美丽的乌敏岛上露营。
该去的总得去，
路还很长。
但我该怎么做呢？
该怎么潇洒地放下呢？
12:09
