Friday, 21 November 2008,
Exhausting days for me these days... After the chalet and BBQ, quite drained from it.
Tuesday went to look for them at Rui Xia's house to pack lunch for them. Had a bit of mahjong b4 they left to go home and rest. Tuesday ended like that...
Wednesday went work. Very blur that day. Charged 1 customer x'tra $1.80. Left liao then I realised. Then second time almost give x'tra change. Supposed to be $0.15, I almost gave him x'tra $16... Take wrong books, miss items etc. Very bad day...
Went to Grandma's hse to celebrate her birthday in the evening. Time flies. I still rmb how we used to try catch buses when I was little. That was when she was 55... Now, she is 65 already and she has legs that aches easily now. Wished that she will continue to remain in the pink of health. =) Came back at around 10+pm. Exhausted. Went to sleep after shower and Wednesday ended...
Thursday went movies. Quantum of the Solace with Zheng Xiong and Boon Jian. Couldn't get Kai Chong, 'cos he didn't receive any of my messages. Saw a few NP girls. They were celebrating friend's birthday that day. Said hi and continue our ways... Went home after that and *puff*, Thursday gone...
Today also quite boring. Worked, with only the auntie alone. Quite busy and no time to have lunch. Auntie made sandwiches just in case that happened, and we had that. Zheng Xiong called. Docked off. Went to look for him at Admiralty. He claimed that he was lost and I was worried... Turned out he lied... Had tea at KFC then walked him to bus stop. Friday ending just like that...
Quite not used to the lifestyle now. No O levels to work for. No stress and quite a lot of time. Browsed around friends' blogs and saw many pics that made me rather uncomfortable. Those were the times that I enjoyed the most, but did not cherish the most... Now, they are all sealed into memories...
With the mind losing its will to carry on once again and the new internal conflict I am having with myself, how should I proceed with the road ahead???
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