Friday, 17 October 2008,
3 days more to O level. And hey, I am still posting. Well, doing it while I am resting now, so no worries, studies not affected...
Nothing special happening though. Just mug, mug and mug. Although I did give in to the temptation and slacked a bit. Well, about 15-30min every 1.5-2hr, so should be acceptable ba?
Nearly died yesterday night. Had another attack of chest pain. Till now still don't know why I had it. I eat healthy, exercise regularly and not injured before in the chest. yet, time and time, I'll get this short sharp pain near the heart. Its like something piercing it and I cannot have big movements. Sometime, cannot even move my left hand. Usually it short, however, yesterday's was so long that it just sort of subsided today. Woke up feeling very weak. Could eat breakfast properly, so mug... Did physics and hist (Japan and War in Asia). Going back for Chemistry tommorow, then its the real test.
Very sad and disappointed since yesterday night. Felt that I lost something once again.
Hurt before when I put my everything on someone,
Though scared, I've left it you guys.
Yet when hopes were burst,
My heart nearly shattered.
His words pierced deep into my heart,
As he starts to give up.
All my efforts had been gone to drain,
Now even my life's messed up.
Not angry, but just sad,
I hope that dream won't show up.
Even though I sound mad,
But your presence still cheers me up.
Hopefully when exams pass,
We'll get better for a long time ahead.
I hope you get this meaning, even though I am bad at this. Lets get this straight, you nearly drove me to my grave. So please, persist and hold on, and the baton will be yours. I will succeed and soar, so no worries. You guys are my fuel... LOL... All the best! =)
22:08
