The start of this week isn't wondeful at all... Things are all messed up and I am now confused how to sort them back to the original state.
Received my results these few days. Extremely shocking to me. Never had I done so bad for exams. I had this feeling now that I am not ready for the exams and I am on the verge on giving way. I really have no more energy, strength to carry on. Give me a break, I really feel like sleeping for a few days and not doing anything until I get my energy back...
There are many other things that seem to be going very wrong around me, totally out of what I predicted and expected. Can only bottle them up, 'cos some will naturally goes back on the right tracks very soon. Others, I don't wish to drown my friends with my grudges and worries. They are stress enough, and disturbing them will be a very big sin...
Never felt so tired today. Could actually lost grip of my pen a little and shut down momentarily, or my mind will suddenly just go blank, within seconds after I got back to reality. Some say I stone, but I don't know what I am doing either. Very scared, the preparation for 'O's is very quick, losing a moment of attention will mean losing out important information...
Hopefully I will hold on, to see the things return to normal, hopefully... ...
If we hold on together Don't lose your way with each passing day you've come so far don't throw it away live believing dreams are for weaving wonders are waiting to start live your story faith, hope & glory hold to the truth in your heart
If we hold on together I know our dreams will never die dreams see us through to forever where clouds roll by for you and I
Souls in the wind must learn how to bend seek out a star hold on to the end valley, mountain there is a fountain washes our tears all away words are swaying someone is praying please let them come home to stay
If we hold on together I know our dreams will never die dreams see us through to forever where clouds roll by for you and I
When we are out there in the dark we'll dream about the sun in the dark we'll feel the light warm our hearts, everyone
If we hold on together I know our dreams will never die dreams see us through to forever as high as souls can fly the clouds roll by for you and I...
*A song I liked since pri sch days, sry no links to it*
